3am

It is really amazing that thoughts can keep you awake. Thoughts that have no actual power to determine the out come of my life. They are random lists of things to do and conversations to have. I mean, I can control them right? They are MY thoughts? I would love to turn them off….but they are strong and I don’t know how. I need a voice that is louder than mine to take over and put me at peace and rest. I am willing to listen…..or at least I believe I am. I’ve had this lyric playing through my head between the worries “when blood and water hit the ground, walls we couldn’t move came crashing down.” I am ready to see the walls start shaking.

(Insert Matchbox20 reference here)

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